I really wish that human interactions were like, predictable. You could know what was going to happen. I guess that is the fundamental life question posed in Evangelion. Everyone wants it, but no one can. Robbed of the richness of life otherwise. It's shit that they're right. If there is no wrongdoing, maybe good can't be appreciated. I haven't had many good times in my life. Atleast the past month was good. Really nice. Too bad it's bascially come to an end anyway.